It is Dec 1, 2013 and I am at a new job.  I am back to work after taking a year and a half of to heal from the past.  I love this job and feel so much better getting out and working.  It was scary at first, but I am adjusting really well.  I am doing database testing which is different from the viewstation or client testing.  It involves a lot of sql statement that I am very familiar with.  I only have one thing left to fix on my car and it will be like new again.  I am looking forward to the future and a place of my own once again.  Never will anyone ever take advantage of me again.